While most of you are sleeping I have been slaving away over french....The times are evil.

So are these stupid cafe terms. 

Like they have nothing to do with what we actually study...but here they are. on my test study guide. 

Plus I just wrote the first research paper of the semester. 

This is my sad attempt to stay awake or get my brain juices going. 

However the research paper was one heck of an assignment and we have another one same length same intensity due in a month....did I mention I somehow thought it would be smart to take 16 hours after I have been slaving away so much in my classes?

Yeah more like its death. Oh well. Challange accepted college. Watch how I take you down.

No sleep for me tonight! 

I think I have strawberries. I might actually go eat those...because I have been stress eating cake. and chocolate....both of which add pounds. Strawberries will at least be semi healthy. 

Oh and theres some strange wind noise going on outside. The trees are a blowing! 

oh and I am listening to loud dubstep music....may go to 90's music sing a long time! 

Anyways. 

Keep Calm and Carry On! 

I think I have a pretty unhealthy list of things I want from Kate Spade as of right now....

Someone should get some of them. 

Help me I'm poor. 

Something women struggle with (and men) is what ever a goal is its never good enough once we reach that certain goal. People (including myself) always want more. It is  a never ending struggle to always want more.
Whether it's wanting to be thinner, smarter, richer, more sociable, better looking, ect. I mean if you think about it the list goes on and on.
We make new years resolutions even to accomplish these things.
However does the pressure of always wanting more make us susceptible to failure?
If it isn't losing five or ten pounds, its being able to get a raise at work, or getting all A's at school no matter the repercussions.
We push our selves to new limits.
Limits that maybe we have set the bar too high.
I think part of it is a factor of just wanting something new to shoot for, something to challenge ourselves.
There is such a thing as a challenge and there is also such a thing as pushing yourself over the edge.
Try and know the difference.
It will help you so much in the long run
So ask yourself what happens now that I have reached a goal?
I'm sure you'll know whats reasonable and whats not.
xoxo
Keep Calm And Carry On
Melissa